Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Me: The Forgetful One

So... once again.. it has been a long wait for the next post... 3 months now? ch'yeah...
I'm now in the midst of my summer courses, and it has been pretty awesome. All that excessive anime I've watched is finally doing something for my GPA! Aye but I don't know if it'll count to certain places I will be applying to. Med school is officially out of my reach, but it's cool... I'm down to 3 choices: 1) Chiropracting, 2) Naturopathic Medicine, 3) Teach English in Japan =). Yeah, I feel like #3 would be soooo fun... I'd love to travel, but the main thing right now is to get a steady income going. So for those of you who are following or have been praying, please pray for my parents... health-wise and business-wise. Mmm.. praise God for my ref job next year and that I got workstudy! yay! Now the 'interesting' job seach is on... I've gone through almost all of the jobs and they all seem the same... ugh... ah wells... In light of the workstudy... things now need to change for my summer plans, so I don't know what I should do now...
In regard to other aspects of my daily life in the summer... I'm making progress on developing good study habits and an exercise schedule... so one day I'll be able to perform those bboy moves XD... one day.. oh.. life without internet at home... yeah... not suggested ><". Basically after a certain hour, I am out of contact with everyone (unless I call/get called, but that doesn't happen). Mmmm... that's all I can think of writing in this short amount of time... now to get back to homework... somewhat planning for a sports day... thinking of places to practice dancing (and finding people to join in) n yeah...

Friday, February 6, 2009

February Update?

sooo after being asked to post something new on my blog... I realized how long it's been since I have... so here goes...

School... why have you forsaken me! so I don't know what's going to happen as a future career... need some guidance counseling ASAP. Med is getting farther and farther away from me... and I've got so many options I don't know where my passion is. What to do? Pray. Ohhh while I'm on topic... I had an awesome conversation with my roommate last night. It wasn't really religious or anything but rather scientific, nerdy, and fun. I got another wake up call about how extremely insignificant I am as an individual yet as treasured as everyone is to God. Soo the topic of our chat was like scientific theories and how none of it is really proven.. and how they're all looking for the "God Particle" (wasn't sure whether or not I was supposed to capitalize that, w/e)... we talked about theories about time and space... then how vast the universe was... picture yourself... then zoom out to your community, city, continent, then earth, our solar system, the milky way, the galaxy we reside in, then the KNOWN universe, in which we ask... "where's the milky way?" It's crazy... We also brushed on the end of the world... talked about how all the problems came out at once in the world's largest economic power, the US. How the estimated year of the apocalypse is during our generation (precise date: 2012, but estimates beyond that have been suggested). I shared a bit about the Biblical view of the end of the world with the antichrist and the whole shabam. I had fun interpreting what happens to us... talked about stuff that was shown in the Left Behind series... it was a cool chat ^^. Other academic events: exams ><"

Moving along... so I got a pool tournament tomorrow... I think it's 8-ball... and yeah it's gonna last the whole day pretty much... wish me luck =). Mmmm extra-curriculars are going strong... mainly badminton.. ohohoh, might as well share my extremely lame phrase that I told a few people (they laughed, possibly trying to be nice) but yeah I was sick at the time and still went to play so I was like "yeah, I practically married the sport, I'm with it in sickness and in health" XD. Other news... I dubbed a jap song recently to help a friend complete it, I showed a few people, but anyone reading this blog can feel free to check it out and give CONSTRUCTIVE FEEDBACK! I tried to rap.. I tried... lol; link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSNr8fPHGMI --- Can't think of much else...

Spiritual walk... so going to men's cell is awesome, learning a lot and I'm glad I have such awesome brothers in Christ, fun times =). As for some of the struggles going on... I keep saying this, but I need self-control, discipline, and motivation (maybe a GF could help?). Priorities... get things straight about what's really important to me... I've got random identity crisis moments, when I keep asking myself "WHO AM I?!?!!?!" in that tone XD.. lost track of who the real me is... oh, currently taking a communications course, so... who am I guys? comments? hold nothing back =). mmm... I got a few prayer requests... just for my family's health (most of you probably know what's going on... if you don't msg me, i don't mind sharing), my grandparents and that God will move in their lives and reveal Himself to them so they may believe and be saved. For myself, my education and career direction, as well as a JOB... frig I need a job... need some moneyyy...

Well... just got a call and I'm heading over to Essex to practice pool =)

Till next post (possibly some poetry? well just rhyming - it's a phase)

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